Sad and Alone

We find ourselves
In the same yellow brick road
As we were sad and alone
With someone to hold you
But with someone to hurt you.

A twisted road that leads you
To the same place
Where you left your heart
Sad and alone
With someone you love
But with someone you fear.

A bend waiting to be seen
By our own destiny
Still sad and alone
With someone so true
But with someone uncertain.

A curve that makes a blind man see
Unfortunately, sad and alone
With someone to take you
And someone to leave you.

What do you do
If you see the road
Disappearing in front of you?

DOS

Travel

Why do we travel?
Do we seek to be found?
To take a step forward to reach out?
Do we search to be understood?
To raise our hands and watch ourselves fall down?
Do we try to find the meaning,
but we don't hold the words to speak?
To take a whisper and put it in a bottle?
Do we walk into the rain to find peace?
To quench the thirst of our soul?
Do we travel onto the road of dreams
to take our fantasies through the clouds of reality?
Why do we run away from the very place
that we have learned to exist?

DOS
09/30/03

Two Fourth Fold

Two steps behind...
For a wish to be true
Four folds of destruction
To get through to you.

Two minutes into a dream
A brief moments inside my fantasy
Four clicks of pure desire...
A wish to be with you.

Two tons of glory
Can never replace my reality...
Four million reasons to go
Is not enough to let you go

DOS
10/15/03

Love Will Find Faith

In the hands of faith we direct ourselves to our destiny…
To the one that is our contentment…
To our greatest fear…to the one that holds our heart.

No boundaries have become too difficult to manage…
Not a soul that makes us back down…
Where the Fridays and Sundays of our lives are spent…
With the one that makes us weak.

That love will find you…
Lead you to that mystery we call life…
Show you away from the troubles and strife.

The eyes of faith won’t be deceiving…
Denial would just be a futile mistake…
For the ring of faith has foreseen our quiet embrace.

No words would bring us apart…
Not a moment to raise doubt and regret…
Where darkness has no hope of reign…
With the one that makes us shine.

Love has found us…
It has brought us to the end of our travels…
Escorted us to our faith.

A Dark Expanse of Nothingness

It is in the beginning that holds us true…
From the awakenings…to the loneliest of endings…

Darkness always falls down from the side of our world…
From the shores of another…unfolds the end of our daylight.

It is in the indulges of our humanity…
That holds us apart from our faith…
Where mind loses to hate.

Betrayal always falls down from the back of angels…
From the stories of wonderful childish memories…
To our own cries for tomorrow…

It is in fear that we walked…
Lost in love…in life’s undying memories of failed emotions.

Nothingness starts from having everything…
Arise from our humble beginnings to the fall of our own greatness.

It is in lust…we find ourselves
In a vast expanse of nothingness…
Where love is in defeat…a total bliss of loneliness…

Regret begins where our love ends…
From the lingering thoughts of salvation…
To rampant daydreams of our past life…

It is in this nothingness…
I embrace the darkest days of my life.

DOS 2/26/05

Under the Night Sky of Strangers

Beneath the lines of selfless sympathy
In the course of living free…
We find ourselves in the midst of undying misfortune…

Underneath the skies of rumors and denials…
Strangers we have become…
We find ourselves lost in words of regret…

Under the pale skies of this unforgiving gossip…
Tattletales of people inexperienced with the summer skies…
We discover ourselves strangers again…

Beneath the night sky of strangers…
In the darkest of times….
We lie in our deepest thoughts…searching for meaning…

Underneath the soft shadows of my Irish moon…
Within the grip of denial…
We realize the truth to our past…

Under the perfect clouds of deception…
Illusions of a faultless love affair….
We became unfamiliar to the pain of our own memories.

Strangers again under these doubtful skies of life…

DOS 2/26/05

In a World of Pain

We have shared our love in this world without mercy...
A place of doubt and lies...
Nevertheless, we found sanctuary in the arms of each other

We have controlled our emotions...
Left the questions hanging and kept the bad things away...
For a time we were in the arms of each other.

We never forced our hearts to love one another...
Ignored the uncertainty so that our love will blossom...
I have no regrets with the time that we spent...in the arms of each other

We have traveled away from our fears...
Knowing the beauty of what we have...
Never knew that the door will close...without the arms of each other.

We have enjoyed the vision of being together...
The wish of spending time...in each others arms...
In this world of pain.

DOS 4/3/04